The words crash against the wall of my teeth
That under strict rule, obey my heart
Only honesty will flow from my stomach to your ears
But my heart will not allow its jumbled words
To try and make sense of the feeling that is confined in its chest
Confusion that my mind cant fathom, therefore would be usless to convey
Just allow the hands on the clock to pass
And time will show you in a better way
By Kiri Gray ©
My heart waits,
Weighted by the strain of a reluctant hope
My mind offers condolences to my melancholy heart
But I fear its thoughts are only of a visionary,
Not a realist
The euphoria that elates my sorrows
When my mind feeds it anecdotes
Faints away
With the sour awakening from a fantasy
Is it but only a fable of a dream,
That I can attain the innocent solace of love?
I remember that I felt it unfeigned, once
But the supremacy of sensitivity and mistrust combined
Malevolently overthrew its govern
And planted its new rules in my thoughts
Abandoning its naivety has made my hearts beat, complexly shielded
A pessimistic mentality even in the rays
that shine daylight through my open window
By night an honourable optimism sometimes shows face
But I know it will evaporate as my eyes shall wake
By Kiri Gray ©
Hatred is a feeling my body does not possess
But when the evil in this world is pondered
I cannot but bare anger none the less
An abhorrence for the hatred that can run through human veins
How can flesh and blood view another with such abhor
How can a mind mindlessly detest?
A stubborn ignorance and lack of any respect
Are the cause of the severe pain in my chest
I pity the unmindful persons that carry empty souls
The devils breed that infest the earth and occupy no morals
His minions that cause trouble through a deficit of inner sense
I witness it in intellectuals and non-intellects
You think I am helpless to rouse a peaceful conclusion
But don’t allow yourself to be so shallow as they, as united we have the power to school them
By Kiri Gray ©
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